♡ 12/22/22 ♡
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you are my wiiifeeee my life partner my soulmate etc etc. you are everything to me and bring me a level of joy that i will never be able to encapsulate. as we grow closer to our 2 year anniversary i keep reflecting on how surprising it is that it's only been 2 years, all of our experiences together and how strong our relationship is it feels like i've known you my whole life and i can only imagine how much stronger our relationship will grow together over time.
i miss you SO MUCH!!!!! i'm dying to come visit you again and be with you in person again. i wish plane tickets and travel weren't so expensive because i would be visiting you regularly if i could help it. being around you was the happiest i think i have ever been. travelling for the first time, meeting you in person for the first time, and all of the other 'firsts' we experienced together; it's a feeling that can never be replicated again and i cherish it forever. all of the pictures and videos we took together i intend to treasure for the rest of my life because of just how special they are. being affectionate with you and being in the space of someone who truly adores you is such a wholesome and warm feeling and i have never felt more loved and cherished than i did in your presence. i yearn for it again so bad and i look forward to our future where we can feel that way together in person all the time, and i intend to stay with you long term to see that through ♡♡♡
i have never met someone like you. you are so kind and loving and patient, you are unique and wholly just... you, irreplacably. i cannot imagine a single person who would fit in my life just as effortlessly as you do. even first meeting you i know how comforting you were to me, how safe i felt with you even though we barely knew each other. you just. radiate this perfect comforting and inviting aura off of you and it shocks me that not more people see that quite like i do. i cherish you and you deserve to be loved and you deserve acknowledgement for what kind of a person you are, words cannot express it enough. i can only begin to hope that i'm able to express that enough for you to know that without a fraction of a doubt. the chorus of cutie boots by stepdad, ok?
you have permanently imprinted yourself on my life and changed me completely, i can feel myself growing and healing as a person every day that i spend by your side. you've been so patient and gentle with me and you've been helping to teach my trauma responses that everything is okay, i feel so secure and safe with you and you keep enforcing that feeling of comfort and security every day. you don't know how much it means to me to have such a gentle, nurturing, and loving approach to such sensitive and deeply rooted issues, especially when i've never had anyone approach me half as gently in the past before. you do such a good job at helping me grow even when it's not your responsibility at all, and i hope i've been able to make the same impact on your life as you've made on mine. i want to continue to grow and heal and become my best self for you.
it is so. so important to me to uplift you and help you in your times of need. i want to be your safety net, your rock, all of those other corny titles that all lead back to a more shortened version of "someone who will always be there for you to catch you when you fall". even when you feel like all of the world is against you, i will always be here when you need it. your safety, happiness, mental health, and security and trust all mean so much to me and i want to always do my best to support you in any way i can. i will ALWAYS be here for you. just ask and i will come running to support you in a heartbeat.
i could write on for ages so i need to stop myself before this gets longer than it already is. but just know that i love you forever and i can't wait to see you in person again.
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7/16/24
♡ TO BE LOVED IS TO BE CHANGED ♡
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i'm writing this both a little while after our one year anniversary, and also after meeting you irl for the first time, and i want to stress i fall more and more in love with you every day that we're together. my time with you irl has proven that i want to spend the rest of my life with you, i've never felt safer or more loved in my life until i was with you in person. the distance has never felt more painful now that i know what your physical presence feels like, and it's something that i look forward to, both in a sense of being able to visit you again and finally coming to live together. i can only hope you feel the same!
being with you and doing little domestic things with you, being in a space where i truly felt safe and loved for the first time in my life, and just being able to comfortably be with someone i love unconditionally, has seriously changed my life forever. your presence, whether it's online or in person, is a huge safe space for me and is something i never take for granted. you've left such a huge impression on my life that i truly don't think i'll ever meet someone else like you, you're an irreplaceable soul no matter what anyone else has said about you or treated you. anyone who has hurt you or left you missed their chance to have the honor of knowing one of the most genuine and truly amazing people in the world, and words cannot express how much you truly mean to me...
i've never worked harder or put more effort into a relationship in my life, i fully intend to make this relationship last and i'm putting my all into it for you. you have a heart of gold and i couldn't even dream of taking this relationship for granted and letting it slip between my fingers. i cherish you and our relationship together and i want to live the rest of my life with you, and whatever i can do to make it that far i will, and i know you're working hard for me too.
we're a team! it makes me beyond happy to see us looking out for each other and supporting each other despite the odds. our ability to communicate and problem solve and rationalize with each other no matter what, and defend each other and support each other in our mutual healing journey warms my heart more than i can describe. it means so much to me to know you're putting your all into us as much as i am, and i feel fully secure with you more than i have with anyone in my entire life
you deserve to be loved, no matter what you might feel or what your past experiences have taught you. it's my goal to prove all of your past experiences wrong and teach you what it's like to have a normal, healthy, and happy friendship + relationship, just as you've been teaching me as well. no matter what comes up in our future i fully believe we can survive it together and get past it. i'm rooting for a happy future for both of us, and i'm here to support you and love you until the end ♡
1/24/24
♡ TO BE LOVED IS TO BE CHANGED ♡
you bring me a level of joy that i can't name, you're genuinely perfect for me in every way and i don't know how to express that enough. there hasn't been a single day that's passed in the entire time i've known you that i haven't felt safe, loved, cared for, and like i truly mattered by you. you are genuinely such a perfect partner, my love for you hasn't died down even a little bit since i've known you- it's only grown stronger! i could gush about you for hours, it's no secret how happy you make me and i hope you know that
you are amazing in every single way. your patience, kindness, and love is a true measure of what kind of a person you are. i want you to know how immensely you changed my life, i'm not the same person as i was when i started dating you let alone when i met you in the first place, you changed me irrevocably and made my life as bright as the sun. i treasure you and wouldn't trade you for the world and i fully intend to live out the rest of our lives together if you'll have me, there's truly no one else in the world i'd rather be beside and i can't imagine myself with anyone else. no one, and i mean no one has made me as happy as you do. you bring so much into my life and make every day a gift, i wouldn't dare even dream of giving you up
i would drop anything for you in a heartbeat if you so ask, okay? i would give so much for you, your happiness is so deeply important to me and your presence is an irreplacable one. i love you so so so much ♡♡♡
8/26/23
♡ TO BE LOVED IS TO BE CHANGED ♡
i tell you every day, but i am so dedicated to doing everything in my power to make sure you feel nothing but safe and loved in my presence. i need your happiness more than anything, and i intend to do anything to make sure you feel safe and secure. i feel honored to be able to spend time by your side, i feel nothing but lucky to have you, and i feel completely safe with you no matter what happens. i trust you with my life, and you bring me so much joy and happiness on a day to day basis that i've genuinely never felt before now. you make me smile and laugh so hard it hurts, never in my life has someone made me as happy as you do
i love you to death, you are such a kind and down to earth person and no one deserves the kindness you bring. you deserve so much better than you've received and i want to love you enough to make up for that. you're worth so much, i can't even begin to express how much i mean that, you have an immeasurable value and deserve more love and kindness than anything in this world can offer. i hope i'm able to be the one to make that change and make you feel like the most loved person in the world. you deserve nothing less, i mean that.
you're everything to me, i would genuinely do anything for you ♡♡ just say the word and i'll be here!
3/30/23
♡ TO BE LOVED IS TO BE CHANGED ♡